Monday, November 28, 2011

HERO

You all know that it's happened, but I never got a chance, or really thought to say "what happened".
Daddy-O passed Saturday November 26th 2011 at around 1:30pm. He woke up that morning,took a shower,took out the trash and layed down for ..well forever.


Dad had an unknown blood clot in his arm from a recent surgery and it traveled to his heart,which resulted in him having a heart attack.It happened so fast he wouldn't have known it. He was asleep in his favorite comfy shorts with a dip in his mouth as always:) ... and ya know just like him to "show me something" right beside him was the card I sent him in the mail days before,just to say "HI" and that I loved him...He spoke to Hunter at 2am and read my card, then he rested..I'm ok with that.

 The other day when I asked for you to pray for him it had nothing to do with what happened Saturday afternoon. I'm so glad he had that much love around him though, proves further more that everything happens for a reason and that it was all God's plan. I'm so very thankful he had so many prayers going up just for him. He knew it too. He also would have never expected all of this and I feel like he would be so shocked and speechless. He's loud and clear to me, I dont feel alone at all, just so overwhelmed and the loss of control, something he knew I hated to be and do. I feel like I am going to learn from him once again, I’ll never stop... I keep looking for "what it is" and I can't think of anything that would be worth losing him. He was me,I was him. WE HAVE a bond that will not be broken. He knows I'm stubborn and he knows I have to control to "get things done".I will keep surprising him with every step I take... and he'll be with me, rooting me on as I "give em hell" as he would say. He wouldn’t expect anything less from me. We trusted each other so much and are so deeply in love with the love ya know. He's my Hero and I will continue to be his. He will be in every smile I make, every tear that falls he will wipe. I have zero doubt. HEROES don't die, and HEROES always have a plan, a mission. ..and I'm on it. iLOVEuMORE


sent from him to me on my birthday




......I will continue to be the STRONG HERO you built me to be

Friday, November 18, 2011

UpdateUpdate.READ ALL ABOUT IT!

Hello darlingssss .. You've all probably caught on to my trend of never bloggin much,or simply "catchin" ya up from time to time. I'mma try to be better. I've just been bored lately and nothing has really been going on// I'm thinking of maybe doing a weekly "VLOG" what  do you think?! I think I wanna just do a "on trend for me now" or like a "weekly rant" orrrr " Your weekly dose of Haley's mind" ahha cause WE ALL KNOW I can't stay on subject, I want it to be completely random... no real "topic" ...differs each week. <3 so get pumped, cause now that I've thought it out a tad.. I'm totally gonna do it.. never mind on y'alls opinion haha
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photo catch up!!
I WENT RED!!

FYAA CRACKAAA

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 Mowgli got fixed!!! He kept licking, so I made him a sweet diaper!


(sing it like the song) around in my automobile!!


love when he does this!

is this a trick?! what did u do Mr. Peanut?!?!

Got the polish I've been looking for! Khloe's lilac she wears on her show sometimes!! (shut up don't laugh.. I mean its not like I searched high and low, me nahh :)

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ok I must go... back to you soon!

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

Catch up time!!

ooo boy- I know I have tons of ppl just waiting for me to get back on this thing and write!! righttttt.. I'm not interesting! Lets just play this up.... catch up time!!
Seattle!! Here's some pics from my cell- We used Terri's  camera the entire time.. so I'm waiting on all of em..like 200!!

Terri didn't love me all that much once I brought along this baby

little unpacking fun!

cute cute!

Little happy I got for EMMA-HOPE(My niece)
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sorry for all the self portraits,, but half the time my phone was off cause its TOTALLY NARCOLEPTIC!
I have no idea where to start this thing..but I'll just start talking,it'll be random,as is everything I do ...

WE WENT TO DENNY'S I loved my french toast(never been there before)
I was bugging everyone for french toast so they shut me up real fast:)
wasn't complaining!
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Here's some fun quotes from the road trip;
"don't poke the bear"
((insanely jerked car)) ME: what was that?!" Terri: "O I was looking at that billboard" gees
ME: "We coulda drove a hummer.... $1000+ in gas but we could take some shortcuts through the corn fields!"
(Trying to take a picture of the moon and the camera wouldn't work so I went to look at it and it 
snapped a pic of Terri) 
ME: "wait,you're not the moon" 
she died out laughing, we were probably delirious at that point..it would explain a lot!
ME: "The honda was like DMX going up that mountain..sounding like"ehhhhh", 
TERRI:"This entire trip is DMX bahaha
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ooo good times!
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BTW I HATE DANG MOUNTAINS!! with a PASSION! 
I drove all of 30min and most of it was spent in the snow up a dang mountain before the sun came up in  the A.M noooo thank you! I wouldnt believe Terri when she first said "HALEY THAT'S SNOW" didn't wanna trust that!! haha..but I totally pulled over for a photo opp and gladly pranced my way back to the passenger side:) that's how I ROLL!

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soon I'll have pictures! promise,well talk to TERRI :)

LOVE LOVE