So we are clear

I don't understand a lot. I'll be the first to say it, but something I know to be true, is love. My Dad taught me more about life and love than anyone I've ever met before. 

He,like myself tend to hold things in for a bit , process them..

think of the outcome and try to figure out what actions are needed. 

My Dad, helped build me this way.

Life has been testing me in every way. Let's say the Devil,honestly.

I know I over think every.single.thing,call it what you will. I just know 
there is a reason for everything--

GOD has a plan.

We all know Dad passing, changed me...But honestly it's OK...
I just have a new layer,not a wall..a layer.

I am who I am because GOD made me this way, HE blessed me with my Dad who let me be who I was supposed to be. My Dad never once doubted me. He never told me how to think. He trusted my gut,and respected my thoughts.

He has always helped me through things I never thought I'd face.

Losing him was something I never wanted to think about, but now it's all I think about. I know through all these trials, through all these crazy random tears and insane dreams,Dad is still helping me. GOD is still using him to build me. So I may not know a lot, but like I said... 

I know love